Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire

Doesn't it drive you crazy when someone knows you almost better than you know yourself?? Well today I was talking to my sister, Melissa, about this guy I liked, I had said that I was over him- I thought I was, truly I did! When I liked him, or rather when I had acknowledged that I did, I found out that he was dating someone, so I told myself I would forget him, and I think for the most part I did. I believed I was over him. Well fast-forward to today, where I was talking to Melissa, as I said above, and I told her that I was good at lying to myself, and she looked at me and said, "You still like him don't you?" I was flabbergasted! I didn't think she would know what I was even going to be talking about, but she did. Then she said that she didn't believe me when I had said I was over this guy, and I was all, "well I believed me." humph...I wish I wasn't so good at lying to myself, it's not very good for my health. :P So I'm frustrated with myself for liking this guy, who I now don't know for certain if he is dating anyone, and even if he weren't I don't know if he'd be interested in me. And I am also frustrated since I posted this thing on my facebook, about being okay with being single! I wasn't saying that I wanted to stay single, but rather was saying that as long as I was single, I'd be okay. But I think that it came across as me saying that I wasn't interested in dating! Why do I do this to myself? Anyway I just thought I'd take a moment to complain about my non-existent love life! :)